the big "what if"

its the what ifs in life that get us stuck...so stuck that our feet stay planted.... our bodies feel like moving but we don’t gather up the strength to move our feet...and just go for it

Go for whatever it is in that spare moment that may feel so right....

It’s the not going for it that makes us think what if...

And Every time....that little what if.....it pops up in the corner of our mind....

Trying to crush that moment....

That moment which we all know comes and goes...

And if we are lucky...we get the chance to live it out. live in the unknown for those few minutes of whatever it is that makes us feel like everything is finally all right...

That nothing else matters

With that being said....
Just be you.....live your life for the sake of living. Don’t let such a small thing like what if.... ruin those few minutes you'll never get back if you never live them out.

I Call iT Love..

When you find it
You don’t wanna loose it

When you loose it
You feel broken

When it finds you
Your whole world is in this happy place

When it leaves you… you begin to ache

When it can’t be found
You feel lost


But no matter what it always there

Just sometimes you can’t see it

WE

We break, we fall, and we stand back up

We mourn, we cry, and we wipe the tears

We love, we loose, and we mend our hearts


We do these things without even thinking

We do it for the better

We do it for the strength

We do it for the power

We do it for the hope

We do it for the new found happiness

Most of all we do it for each other

In this life we have many roads we travel

the right

the wrong

the lost

the hurt

the angry

the joyful

the untraveled


the roads you travel will lead to one big road

and that big road will always be your road

Underneath it all.

Underneath a frown is a hidden smile

Underneath a tear is a hidden laugh

Underneath an “I Hate You” is a hidden “I Love You”

Underneath it all, the pain, the suffering, the lonely nights, the hours of crying…

There is always a happy ever after, whether we want to believe it or not…

It will always be there, just waiting for us.

My H3@RT

My heart pounds to the simple sound of *thump…thump thump……. thump…thump*

It shows no signs of fear, but beneath the sound, in the stillness, I feel the presence of fear

It shows no signs of sadness, but pushes to show joy, when it seems I have none left

It shows no signs of anger, but inside I’m screaming

At the end of the day, there is only one thing to call this heart

Empty.

Once Again..

Once again you lied

And once again I cried

My heart has closed for good this time

I was hoping it wouldn’t be just another rhyme

A rhyme of disappointment

There will be no more detours for this heart

I cried for hours

And once again, you lied

Inside I’ve died

I’ve tried to hard to make you what I want you to be

So here’s my goodbye.

A GAME..

People come and go like songs on the radio

Just when you think they’re apart of your present, they become part of your past

It’s all like a game

We all know how to play it, and be in it

It’s the winning part we can’t quite figure out

SOMETIMES

Sometimes we fall so hard we don’t even have the strength to get back up

Sometimes we feel so lost that we end up loosing our way

Sometimes we want something so bad we do all the wrong things to get it

Sometimes we’re missing something in our lives that makes us feel empty

Sometimes what we’re searching for can’t be found

And sometimes everything we need in this life is right in front of us we’re just not looking.

IN TIME..

In time it will be healed they say.

In life we don’t seem to realize how much we really have, even when we don’t have every thing that we’ve ever wanted.

We end up worrying too much about the future, and don’t take time to focus on now.

In time hearts are broken, tears shed, confusion grows, and questions float around searching for answers.

In time hearts are healed, tears turn to smiles, understanding is accepting, and answers are found.

Time can’t heal.

Love heals.

In time love is lost and found, but it still finds it’s way back around every time.