Regret

It's not the things you do in life that you regret,It's the things you didn't do when you had a chance.

The un-voiced opinion that you wanted to be heard.

The feelings you wanted to express,but didn't quite know how to put them into words.

The honest,pure-hearted reason as to why you did what you did,But not being able to step up and share that reason.

The sympathetic "I'm Sorry" that went un-spoken ,because sorry didn't seem like enough.

At the end of the day,your regrets are put to sleep,and within the a new day more will always arise
When and where.We never know.The best thing you can do is live your life knowing that you put your heart and soul into everything your ever did!

Closed Doors

Leaving..walking away..being left behind

Closing doors,or having the door closed on you

Either way you put it
remembering brings heartbreak, tears

Thinking why it ended brings ideas of how it could’ve been fixed to make it work

Through the pain and confusion, wishing it was easier by now to move on

In the end as much as the memories sting, no regret resides in the heart

Lost AND Found

Every heart beat feels like my last
Not because I want it to be

But because everyday I cry those tears

I feel a part of me leave

The part of me that used to jump for joy over simple things

The part of me that knew exactly what I wanted, and didn’t let anyone or anything stop me

The part of me that didn’t have a care in the world if someone thought of me poorly

With every heart beat one by one the parts of me I used to know leave

Almost as if it was a test to see if I have that much strength to go and pick up the missing pieces

The game has only begun and I will pass this test

Missing pieces they will be no more. . .

Memories.

LET IT GO they say...
Letting go.
To let go.

Is it to forget?
If so,what's there to forget when all that is left of anything is the vague memory that taught you some important lesson
And made you open your eyes

HOLD ON A LITTLE WHILE LONGER,AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER they say
Holding on.
To hold on.

Is it to forgive?
If so,what's to forgive when everything that's left,you begin wondering if any of it was worth the pain in the first place

IT ONLY MAKES YOU STRONGER they say
Becoming strong.
To stay strong.

Is it to feel pain,suffer emotionally?
If so,will the memories always sting this much?